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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Hey I am finally backkk to blog! Yeah, it been 7 months since I had blog, gosh how long could that be? Well, I really want to stress out everything so I will feel better.

I really really regret choosing this CCA which is Guzheng! In case you are thinking what the hell is this man?! Is a kind of Chinese instrument. If I had a choice, I won't even choose this difficult CCA. At first I went for the Netball audition, but failed. The teacher/coach only choose the Express students, that is what my friends told me and I did saw all the Express students was in Netball. Well, why there isn't NA students and NT students? Come on, even though I don't know the reason, but they got to give other stream students to give it a go. I believe if we work hard, we still can be good in Netball.

Back to the subject! When you look at it, you will think it is very easy to play but it's does not look as easy as you think. You must know where to play and it's hard to identify which notes is which. "Where is the high notes of 'DO' where is what?!" It make me very confused and I think I am a slow learner. You got to agree with this! Who had the patience to teach this stupid slow student like me?! And there is one seniors which is her last year at school, not going to identify who it was. She seem to had some disagreement with Sec 1 and especially to people she didn't like. Gossiping about my friends and I to her friends and staring at us. So annoying by looking at her face.

We didn't do anything to her and as a senior she should be more mature and if we need help she as a senior should teach the juniors patiently. Which I think she totally don't have one. She still so childish because she like to judge people without knowing them well. Okay, I am not trying to be mean and not respecting my seniors. But I can't possibly let her do this to my friends and I. Not going to the extra practices on Thursday(not every Thursday, as it is according to the seniors' schedule). Both of my friends need go for tuition so they're excuse. I'm not going is because I am alone, is difficult to learn and not going to get judge by seniors!

But now I'm afraid the teacher or even some seniors will scold me. As they had counted the amount of people who can attend for extra practices. I hope they will NOT remember. *cross fingers!* But their chances of remembering is like 90%! Dafug?!!! I should have make up story earlier like " Oh I have tuition from 3.15-5pm. So sorry!" But I was soooo stupid and be honest and stand at the side where I could attend extra practices! I could had lie, who cares?? Now all I could do is hope really hope, I can succeed without getting caught and scolded.

Mid year exams is coming like starting from 26April! Another stress reason, huh? I hope I will get at least a B3, not fail!! Of course, I got to study! I think that's all for today, bye!


♥ Wednesday, April 11, 2012